
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
*^*FoOtPr|nT nOt3d At*^* 12:04 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
WoO hOo!! Sch dismissed at 10am,so we grp of guys planned 2 go causeway eat fast food n den shun bian go tak neoprints lor...tt kiat wanna tak so tak lor...lolx...hmmm...nw we haven go yet cox jz nw sch dismiss le den straight away kiat n robin long pang me n rong 2 my hse cox wanna bathe mahx...den aft i bathed,we proceed on 2 rong hse...so nw den at rong hse using com lor...while she waiting 4 yu qi 2 bathe ok...den she here lookin me use pc lor...later soon we goin out lor...go robin hse wait 4 kenny they all ok liao den we meet them guys at causeway...haha...hmmm...actually nw really nth 2 blog abt lahx...i'm jz talkin cock nw lor...kekex...hao lahx...i wanna blog off nw le...gtg liao guys! c ya hopefully again nxt tym! must wait 4 my pc 2 ok...sian arh!! love ya all lots lots...MUACKX MUACKX!!!
Mood : Happy..
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Yan
*^*FoOtPr|nT nOt3d At*^* 12:08 PM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
WoO hOo~!! HAPPY NEW YR!!!! YEAH~!!! nw at rong hse...cum here bai nian...haha...hmm...nth 2 do so blog lor...actually nth to blog de...so blogging craps...haha...lolx...hee...later dear they all cuming oso...haha...this yr my CNY okok lahz...total ang bao money only got 100 plus nia...haha...goin 200...b4 CNY i got go chinatown with my family...wah...damn crowded manz!!! diff to walk thru...but some paths okok lahx...no ppl walk thru so can walk very fast lor...haha...actually go there damn bo liao lor...cox my papa wanna go there buy CNY decorations mahx...den just go go lor...fan zhen stay at home so bo liao de...haha...lolx...haix...nth 2 blog liaox...gtg guys!!! c ya!!! love ya all lots lots!!! MUACKX!!! lastly..."HAPPY CNY!!!"
Mood : Happy!
*^*FoOtPr|nT nOt3d At*^* 3:30 PM
Friday, January 14, 2005
Sianx...sch had already re open 4 two weeks le...n this week...e world seems 2 changed...esp today...becox ytd sth happened...n i dun wish 2 say it again...i dun wish 2 go tink of it...just becox of this...e world seems 2 changed...e life in sch changed today...all my friends ard me treated me weird...as if i'm kept in e dark tt sort of feeling...i duno how 2 express it...but...nvm...i'll try 2 say abit...my close friends,yanrong n eliza...seems 2 lik keep sth frm me which i din know...tt's wat i feel lahx...perhaps ya wil say i tink too much...hmmm...perhaps bahx...n not only this...another thing,i dun wish 2 say...why i suddenly blog today is becox i wan 2 say it out loud 2 my blog tt LIFE REALLY SUCKS!!!! really sumtimes dun wish 2 live anymore...haixx...actually wateva i just said is not so simple...there r still many things behind...complicated...haixx...really duno how 2 express it...hate myself very much...if i had a choice...i would lik 2 disappear in tis world...perhaps w/o me ard,life wil b much more beta 4 sumone...
Mood : MIXED....
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Yan
*^*FoOtPr|nT nOt3d At*^* 6:24 PM
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Today nerx...woke up n watch LA PI XIAO XIN...den aft tt at abt 10.45...i watched MY MVP VALENTINE at channel U...until 12nn lik tt...den i went bathing all these stuffs lor...ok den chat with rong on e phone den afterwards chat with d3aR on e phone oso...den after tt i went to read storybk lor..den nw nth to do den cum online n blog lor...hmm...tt's all 4 today...buaiz~ c ya guys again!!! =)
Mood : okok lor...
Hmm...ytd,actually wanna go out with rong they all de...but in e end went out with cousin...she brought me to PLAZA SINGAPURA 2 watch KUNGFU...actually we wanna go FAR EAST PLAZA de...in e end she say go watch KUNGFU...den we go lor...haha...den i meet her at AMK mrt station...lolx...i was late...haha...kie den we took mrt dwn to DHOBY GHAUT...den we go buy tickets 1st...wah seh!!! e queue damn bloody long sia...haha...ok...den finally our turn...den e 4.10pm n e 4.40pm of e KUNGFU screening tickets were sold out...left 6.40pm n later de...den bo bian...we took e 6.40pm de...wah... e time is still very long den we go walk walk ard PLAZA SINGAPURA...we go shop clothes lahx...go c handphones lahx...go CARREFOUR n when it's 6pm lik tt,my cousin bring me go eat KFC...lolx..den eat until very full sia...den at abt 6.25pm lik tt we head 4 e theatre...den e bloody ads showed 4 abt 15mins sia..lor sor...sianz lor...den finally e show started ard 7pm...haha...e show was damn funny sia...got lots of parts damn funny until i wanna laugh till stomach cramp le...haha...e show was gd n nice 2 watch...but e prob is it's lame lik it's using those kinds of animations n effects 2 do de...but overall can say e show was gd n nice lor...PASSED!!! lolx...e show den end abt 8.30pm lik tt...den me n my cousin go toilet...haha...after tt go home lor...she alighted at AMK mrt station while i carry on took mrt dwn 2 yishun...aft my cousin alighted...i called d3aR ask him tok to me as i was bored in e train...kie den aft awhile,i told d3aR tt aft i've alighted e bus den call him again n tok to me until i reached home...wah...when reached yishun was already abt 9.20pm le...damn bloody late lor...but i got go home even more later but is d3aR got send me home de...but ytd was i go home alone lehx...summore so late le...frankly speaking,i'm abit scared sia...lolx...haha...kie den finally i've alighted n i walked until a deserted place,i caled d3aR n he toked to me until i reached my house door le...den i put dwn e phone...haha...wah...at last reached home le...kie den i went 2 bathe all these lor...den d3aR called me at abt 10.30pm n chat with me awhile...we were tokin abt e KUNGFU show lor...haha...den i'm tired le den i told him i wanna go slp le...den we hung up n i went 2 slp le lor...hmm...tt's all 4 ytd...blogging off nw le...buaiz~!! =)
Mood Ytd : Happy!!!
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Yan
*^*FoOtPr|nT nOt3d At*^* 5:08 PM
Monday, December 27, 2004
Yox guys!! wah me so long nv blog le...hehe...i forgot everything le...so,i just blog blog 4 fun lahx...keke...anyway...today later in the afternoon i'm goin out with my cousin...so sad 2 say,i cant go out with rong they all..haha...but hopefully thurs can go out...hee...hao le...i gotta nth to say much...so blogging off nw le...buaiz guys!!! =) got miss me mahx?? haha...kie lahx...i noe u all nv de lahx...buaix!!
Mood : Okok lor...
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Yan
*^*FoOtPr|nT nOt3d At*^* 1:44 PM
Thursday, December 23, 2004
Haixx...another day at home...today rong,d3aR,robin,yanjun,kenny n e rest goin northpoint...yanjun buyin x'mas present 4 her kenny...actually i'm goin de...but mama n dad dun allow...haixx...they told me tt they had already made very clear tt aft i went 2 WILD WILD WET..no more outin 4 me le...coz sch reopening soon...haixx...stupid sch lahx...re wat open..WAT E HELL!!! damn fed up lor!!! haixx...den i whole day today at home watchin LA PI XIAO XIN...if not is readin storybks 2 do my eng book reviews...haixx...still got chi de book reviews...haixx...i'm just goin crazy le...i dun wan stay at home!! nor do homework...all i wan is GO OUT!!! simple eng...GO OUT!!! cant my parents just understand??!! i've been a gd gal stayin at home 4 already 4 e past three days,monday,tues n wed le...y they just cant let me go join rong they all at northpoint nerx?? i just dun wan 2 face walls...i just wan go walk walk only...haixx...i'm really gonna bored 2 mad,crazy n DEATH!!! y they just dun let me out 4 another mayb two more times??? all they wan is wan me 2 b gd gd stay at home,study,do homework n as well help her do hsework lik clearin n tidy up my hse...clear things tt i dun wan...wat if i really did all these 2 pleased her?? will they allow me go out?? i bet they WUN!!! my mama ytd nite told me,if i wanna go out nxt week e last day...I GOT 2 FINISHED ALL MY HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTX!!! i told her if i really did all finished...which idiotic n stupid n bo liaox teacher will go collect it?? i've already studied in tis LJ sch 4 abt three yrs le...i duno their pattern mehx?? but my parents just wun believe...they say i do my assignments is 4 my own gd...WAT E HELL again...who says de?? all e assignments giving is just like a piece of SHIT!!! no use 4 nxt yr at all!!! i was wonderin...who was e one studying...ME OR THEM?? me rite??!! of coz i know wat's goin in tt LJ sch mahx...but they just dun believe wat i said...they just wan me 2 obey them...but just cant me myself hav my own decisions sumtimes?? i've already grown up...15yrs old le...nxt yr goin 16yrs le...i'm no more a baby kid 2 them...not a 5yrs old kid anymore liaox..i dun need 2 always listen 2 them..i wan 2 hav my own FREEDOM...own DECISIONS made...wan THINGS tt i WAN...tt's all i asked 4 in my whole life...it's so simple...y they just cant fullil my wish n dreams nerx...while my other frens can...they r much much diff frm me lehx...haixx...i already cant wait 2 grow up le...i cant wait 2 become 18 to 21 yrs old le...at tt time...i bet i will den hav my dreams n wishes i wan bahx...haixx...i hope so...but nw i'm only 15yrs old...i already cant stand them anymore...not anymore...i hav my own limits...i'm not a robot or wateva...i'm a HUMAN...their DAUGHTER lehx...not an outsider lehx...y must they treat me n giv me so much pressure n stress sumtimes?? y they like 2 force me do those things i dun like n dun wan to do?? WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! i wan reasons!!! it's not fair 2 me at all...i do things tt they wan me to do 2 let them HAPPY n SATISFIED...but y cant they just once n sumtimes giv way 2 me?? another WHY?! WHY?! WHY?! haixx~!!! i'm already goin crazy sooner or later if i continue 2 REN them le...haixx...i just cant stand anymore of their doings le...i'm really goin mad sumtimes...but i just BEAR with them...c them my parents...but sumtimes i cant control myself n in e end i fought with them...quarrel with them...bicker with them...haixx...i dun wan all these happening arh..i oso wish tt we one family can b happily together always...but i just dun get them sumtimes...duno y they r treatin me lik tis...is it really 4 my own gd?? if really it is...i'm very happy...but...can they dun always like tis?? they r just holding me too tight...far too tight le...i cant deny tt they treat me very gd sumtimes too...but...it's very less n little...i oso cant deny...they treat my bro much much beta den me...tis is just BIAS ok!!!! just one simple word 4 them...BIAS!!! WAT E HELL again!!! haixx...anyway...i dun wanna say too much...it just hurts me...just makin me feel angry n anger in my stomach...i really dun wan continue tis kind of LJ life le...wat e world is tis??!! it's all abt LIFE~~ n LIFE really does SUCKX sumtimes!! haixx...hao le...gtg le...blogging off nw..buaix...
Mood : very sad... =(
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Yan
*^*FoOtPr|nT nOt3d At*^* 3:22 PM